I promise, the hardest reminder of being alone is the S.I.L.E.N.C.E. in this apartment. I alternate between turning on the alarm radio with my country music station, then going into the living room and turning on my choir cds.
I scared myself to pieces last night. I was reading in my bed (the only comfortable relaxing place since I threw out Dustin's recliner) and got tired of reading one self-help book, so I picked up another. The first one fell off the bed, and I jumped and knocked the second one out of my own hands.
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I joined Curves again yesterday! My first workout, it was okay. I was able to keep my heart rate at the target. It will all come back to me. My main concern with joining is that I may not be able to work out 3 times a week, but I am going to really focus on it. It is important to me.
To reach my initial goal size, I only need to lose 10.5" head to toe. I can do it! It's an achievable goal.
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Is it totally self-absorbed to say that I read MY OWN POST yesterday about 10 times? Or 20? I can't believe how much nicer it turned out than I expected. For that matter, I can't believe how much nicer I turned out from 1987 to 2007. Anyways. I am glad I got past the "this is a little cheesy" feeling before I hit publish.
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